Goodbye twenty ten.

Hello! So we are fast approaching the end of 2010, and with only two days left of this eventful year I decided to go through all the photos tagged of me on facebook to remind myself of what's happened this year, I also went on this status app which showed all my statuses of this year so that helped jog my memory!

Going through them all made me remember that this year has changed me a lot without me actually realising, hopefully in a good way. I've learnt not to trust people too easily and how to look at things in other peoples perspectives. That sometimes you have to let other people be happy before yourself, and how much my I need my friends when things start to go wrong. I've had my fair share of arguments this year and I'll honestly say half of them probably could have been avoided, but I stand up for what I think is right and nobody can tell me otherwise at the time. That's me I guess. But through these arguments and misunderstandings I have found my true friends and I am thankful for that. 2010 has also brought a ton of amazing memories and all the photos are evidence of that... So many birthdays, parties, days out and sleepovers; there is a lot of them and all of them will stick with me. School has been more important than ever this past year and even more so in 2011. We've been working towards these exams practically all of our lives and now here they are, slowly but surely they are coming and realisation is hitting people in the face... these exams are actually going count for something. But that's for next year. For now I suggest you have a look through your own photos, I hope you find some good memories - they by far win over the not so good ones.

So lastly, thank you for everyone who made this year amazing and even those who didn't, as you make me who I am today. I look forward to 2011 and whatever it brings...

Happy New Year Everyone!

Much Love,
Lauraaaa
xxx

Song: Love Alone by Thriving Ivory

HELLO!

Long time no blog!
And to be perfectly honest, I haven't actually been that busy... but I have had ALOT of art preperation for my mock exam in December. Screwing.
Next week is mock week, exam every single day appart from Friday - GAH. And i'm not going to go mad revising because that would only make the panic and pressure worse, and believe me that is already impossibly high. A's and A*'s in ALL subjects?! Thats just wishful thinking from Queensbury to be fair. Cramming it all in the night before will be for me every night next week. For the real ones i'll revise weeks ahead prehaps even a month or two before... but until then i'll have alot of reading to do. Three exams on tuesday? Yay.

Wish me luck, i'll need it.
Now what was I saying about not being busy..?

:') Laura
Song: Bohemian Rhapsody - Queen.

xxxxxxx

Hope.

And in the end that little piece of hope inside us all, will be the difference between failing and achieving higher than we ever thought we could.

Lauraaa
xxxx

*

Whoever knew that, this little star... *
Could ever mean so much to people.
A*'s are all the teachers go on at the moment, don't get me wrong i'd love to get a few. But i'll get what i'll get and try my best. I can't do more than that.

And we aren't even in January yet.
Damn.
Roll on the GCSE's.

Lauraa
xxxxxxxxxx


Song: Stacey's Mom.

Dreams.

Sleep.
Dream.
Wake up.
Forget dream.

I'm always dissapointed when I wakeup before my dream has finished... I'll never get to know how it ends. Just like many other things that happen. It's like a dissapointing ending to a book; -an anticlimax. I want to remember where it left, so I can return but simply can't remember. And you'll never be able to revist where you ended the dream... But when you have a nightmare, it keeps returning, coming back. Returing to the end. The worst part.

Why is this?

Lauraaaaaaa
xxxxxx

Song: Starlight by Muse.

Results.

Hiyaaaaa

Today is the long awaited 24th of August.
And as promised, here are my gcse results I got today.

Core science 1 - A*
Core science 2 - A*
Additional science - A
R.E. - A
Maths 1 - A
Maths 2 - A
History - A*
Adult Numeracy Test (ALAN) - Pass.

I did better than I thought I would :3
I thought I'd get a C in additional science.

Lauraaaaaaaaa
xxx

Song: Love Alone by Thriving Ivory

Memories.

Theres nothing like looking back over old photos, remembering exactly how you were feeling in the picture - trying to grasp what you were thinking those years ago. I love looking at photos from my past because they are part of me and who I am and will be in the future. I've been rearranging my pictures on my laptop into actual folder names rather than the dates, it's taking forever! This picture i've included in the blog was around about two or three years ago and it's not until you look at old pictures that you do realise you've changed. :')

Lauraaaaaaaaa
Song: Last Friday Night (T.G.I.F) - By Katy Perry
It's from her new album so I don't know if they will be on youtube yet, this is alot better than her older stuff and quite catchy.

xxxx

To learn.

Cornwall.

I want to be good at something, something that I like doing: I wish I could write amazing stories and poems. Draw and paint people realistically. Take photos that have emotion and feeling behind them. Design and make clothes that nobody else has thought of creating. Decorate rooms and people be pleased to pay me for it.

But at this moment in time, I can't really do any of the above. So I want to be a teacher to help other people to be able to do what they want because they are good enough to. But hopefully, one day, i'll be able to learn myself and do one of the things I'd love to do too. But to be honest - I don't know where to start.

Lauraaaaa

Song: Five years time by Noah and the Whale.

Art(:

Hiyaaaaaaaa
Today is the 20th of August.
Four days till results day.

I spent about 7 hours finishing art today - heres the photos. What do you think? (:

Lauraaaaaa
Song: Posh Girls by Scouting For Girls

Dropping that god damn pen...

You can't always reach what you want in life. Like when you drop a pen in an awkward place like behind a chest of draws or down the side of your bed. No matter how much you try and make your arm suddenly grow and sretch - it never works - your arm simply isn't long enough. And just like in life when something you can't do happens you have to get help from other people or in the pen's case: a clothes hanger to prod it with ;)

Reality is, that you can't go through your life alone, sometimes you are going to need help from people, it's just how it is. Don't struggle to cope. Just ask. Someone will be there for you waiting to help. Always.


Lauraaaaaaa
xxxx


song: hometown glory - adele.

Valentine's Day.

Happy Valentines day everybody! ;-)
Even if you are single today like me lmfao.
I think their should be a singles day aswell, to be honest, where all the un-single people are the left ones out for once >:) aha jokes. Valentines day is just overrated, its just for the shops to make loads of money i reckon. I mean today isn't anymore 'loving' or 'romantic' than yesterday right? xD

What do you think about it? (h)

Song - I love you 5 by nevershoutnever!

cyaaaaaaaaaa
laura xxx