Exam experience.

Exams are coming up pretty damn soon now, and time is rushing by.
Sure I've done some revision being the nerd I am, woo. But I never feel like I've done enough. However, with all the exams on their way made me think about how I feel on exam days. Most people can't get to sleep the night before, feel sick in the morning and are full of nerves until the exam - all the normal things people typically go through; this doesn't happen to me though. I'm not nervous till I'm standing in the line ready to walk into the exam hall and usually my mind goes blank and I can't think of anything to do with the subject I'm about to sit at all, but once I'm in there it all seems to come back to me. Well, most of it anyway. I guess everyone deals with it differently. I hope I do enough to get me the grades I want - fingers crossed. Afterall, I'm the only one that will be mad if I don't get them. I'm my own worst enemy when it comes to exams, seriously. Anywho I'll probably keep you updated on the 'gcse exam experience' ;-) but for all my friends sitting exams, and anybody else who reads this who is... GOOD LUCK.

Laura.

Song: If Today Was Your Last Day by Nickelback

Too little too late.

"So I won't let you close enough to hurt me. No, I won't rescue you to just desert me." - Adele

Laura.

Changing times.

When people ask me if I think I've changed over the past few years, I always think I haven't - not really. But recently I've been looking back at old photos and old conversations. But when I looked through them; especially the conversations and comments I realised just how much I've changed. To be quite honest half of them are very cringe worthy and are just so, so lame I would never dream of saying half of the things I said back then. At the time I probably thought I was cool or whatever but I honestly can say I've grown up a lot over the past few years. However, having said that, I wouldn't change any of my past because it's made me who I am today. All I can say is thank you to all the people who are still friends with me even though they knew me through those rather strange years where I was such a freak LOL. You honestly amaze me. Jeez I was a strange person three/four years ago...

Laura.

Song: Dreaming Out Loud by OneRepublic

Someone like you.

"Nevermind, I'll find someone like you. I wish nothing but the best for you too, don't forget me, I beg."

Laura.

Art Prep Update

Four sheets left to do out of the original twenty four. I'm pretty damn happy that I've nearly finished it all - early too! I never thought that would happen aha. The sooner the ten hour exam is over the better in my opinion. As for next week I'm free apart from doing revision for the rest of my exams... Yes I do revise in my holidays - yay for me. Hope you're all having a lovely easter holiday, even if you have tons of art prep to do! ;-)

Laura.

Instead of a song today go and check out the new Harry Potter trailer here!
This is thanks to my friend Emma linking it on facebook, enjoy.
It. Looks. Freaking. Amazing. What more can I say?!

New places, new people.

If I get the grades for University, I want to go somewhere new. I want to go somewhere bigger than this small town where half the shops are closed down, somewhere that is thriving with people. I want to meet new people from different backgrounds. People that have similar aims to myself. I want to be pushed completely out of my comfort zone. I want to have to rely on myself rather than others. I do love the small, slightly worn town where I live but I know theres so much more out there for me to see, so many more people too meet. You can't live your life fully if you stay in one place all your life.

Laura.

Song: Creep by Radiohead